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Saturday, November 15, 2003

i'm back!!

after so so long, finally decided to write a little note on my nearly abandoned blog, at 1.10am in e morning, in e middle of my alevel exams! hahahah aiyah its ONLY a levels wad.. wads e big deal?=)

yarh anywayy, a levels so far has been fine! ok not including e two sci practs tat totally lowered my morale to rock bottom..

yup math was e first written paper, n it kinda gave me e feeling tat i was back in sec 4, doing e math! not tat i'm xiao1 zhang1 okay.. but felt like e whole level will get avg of 85 for it at least.. so e A for math this yr is gonna b damn high i tink..

okay den it was econs paper 3.. hmm.. e first thing tat caught my eye was qn4 on comparative advantage.."yay!" i thought, cos c.a. is one of e few econs concept tat i know well...so i started writing..writing...writing..until i realise..i spent 1h25mins on it!! for e info of those who dun take econs, paper 3 is 2hr15mins in total, in which u hafta write THREE essays. and so, feeling quite screwed, i panic n went on to do qn5 quickly.. wasnt all tat bad, cos qn5 i spotted before e paper, and got this econs king to ans my qn of "wad is singapore's biggest econs prob at e moment n how to solve it - 25 marks"...am i good a predictions or wad!! hahah feel so happy as i write..and write...and write..den some foreign voice interrupted my overheating mind..."TEN MINUTES LEFT," e inviligator announced. wow. okay. ten minutes. one more essay to go. walauuuuuuuuuu! okay so i pia n pia...pia about 1 page plus for it..tink can get me around 5 marks? hahah. aiyah. i tink e first two qns shud help me pass e essays part. den drq n case study do well can liao rite? i hope... i may seem like such an optimist but like in e middle of e nite i will just tink bout it and feel so bad i cant sleep. btw i cant sleep now la.

but nvm, on came tues, w gp n chem. gp..wrote e essay on minorities, n felt happy! haah. weird thing to do. felt happy cos i always came across many similar qns when doing gp assignments n tests, always will write a bit of outline for it, but always wun do e qn in e end. so when gp paper 1 finally came, i thought for a while, den realise tat i have accumulated so many diff outlines frm e unused outlines last time, so why not give it a try? so i tried, and i tink its not bad! haahh...tho e conclusion is a bit rushed, felt tat i covered enough depth n breadth to earn me a few wows frm e marker..den paper two, aiyah, e apq a bit cheem, but tink can do okay for it, so overall, hope can get a2! a2 will look so good on e results slip, cos i tink e 4 main subs wun have much of e first letter of alphabet in it...hais

hmm chem was after gp. sigh. dun realli want to talk bout it. just tat its quite an interesting paper w interesting qns n interesting answers which i am interested to know but cant. i tink cambridge setters are going senile. seriously.

okay den came math p2 on wed. morale booster again. heh felt quite good after doing e paper, first time i finished e paper k! hahah. yarh hopefully math can get me one of e two As i'm hoping for..

thurs was econs p1 p2! heh i tink it was fine for me, mcq not many wrongs, n data response case study i spotted yet again! i like only studied e role of money notes for e first time in my life e nite before, n it was all i studied! wah, maybe im just lucky, maybe im just good at predictions. hey i tink 4D this week first prize will come out 5840. go buy!

and anyway, overall i tink i did e papers e best i could for e veh little studyin i've done. tink it'll be fine if i can continue to feel good after e rest of e papers. realli i tink a levels is nothing much la. do badly also likedat lor. just shows tat im not e kind ready for uni studies. maybe i am just suited to be e car mechanic tat i've always wanted to be? haha. ok i shud take alevels a bit more seriously i guess. aiyah okay i'll go study more frm tmr onwards...

oh anyway, shall end off w a stoopid dream i had last nite. dreamt tat i was in this room, fighting some things. on closer look, i realise they are cockroaches! and GIANT cockroaches in fact. okay so i was like running around half scared and half hoping to catch them and squash them flat. den i tink i caught one n smacked it w a broom or smth. tot it died. den only den i realise there are four more to go. n i realised i suddenly shrunk. e roaches are now bigger than me!! arGgGgGhhHH! n den i woke up. so i guess i lost e fight n got squashed instead. heh dreams are so good, always filter out e bad endings one.

anyway, regarding my prediction for 4D a few paragraphs above, it came from this dream! haha! go figure. clue: find out how many legs cockroaches have.

heh i think i'm starting to type nonsense liao. hmm. i tink this whole entry quite nonsense. nvm. hahahaha. im going crazier by e second. better go sleep. tmr i'll study! i will!

hengster @ 1:42 AM
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