twisted logic - when one door closes, another opens

Tuesday, August 26, 2003

twenty days to prelims...

gotta start studying real real hard!!
haha... i bet five days from now i'll repeat e above line again...

sigh... mood in sch is real diff nowadays...reminds me of primary six after first prelims (we had two prelims back den...my sch is how kiasu..)

everione mugging more...moving quicker to classrooms and lecture halls...and sleeping less in class...(yup even zonglun sleep less lately)

kinda like this atmosphere though... got e veh peaceful feeling around... add e recent rainy weather and sch has finally become conducive for studying...
(tink 90% of my total visits to e library are in these few weeks)

and teacher's tutorial stuff all starts to make sense more... mr sze is like how powerful...inspired me to start reading my phy notes properly...

now tinking back...

primary six PSLE: din like studying at all...got forced into mugging cos was blardy scared of teachers...i mean it...realli realli scared of them...

everiday just keep doing vocab wksheets and psle twenty-yr series....my pri sch is realli good at making us practise..
realli tink i wun make it...cos my higher chi paper rephrased everi single answer...a method untried of prior to psle...was all prepared to just go a sch nearby to study alredi....

secondary four O Levels: slacked like siao in sec 3 and 4... totally dun understand physics... geog and history closely linked to e letters E and F... results downright suck...

pia quite a lot at e last few crucial weeks...was veh motivated during tat time...and quite hopeful of my results this time round...

and now comes THE A levels...

hais... i dun like it at all lor
i'm not born a hardworking smart mugger who camps in e library five times a week 40 weeks a year...

i'm born to watch tv play computer go out play pool play bball play play play

why cant i do what i like?

i know i know...at least not at this pt of time...just mug for this last stretch and after tat everithing will be a breeze

tamade..tats what u all said for psle and olevels too..just keep bluffing e poor innocent boy larh...

sigh...if only i'm born in some rural farming countryside in a ulu province of china... i'd have been a real happy person

if only

hengster @ 8:05 PM
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