twisted logic - when one door closes, another opens

Thursday, July 31, 2003

yesterday was a fantastic day! hahah... I GOT A SILVER FOR MY NAPFA YESTERDAY!!! heh ultra happy liao...cos it's e first time i ever did 5 pull ups! yup now dun have to go in for early ns liao...can slack and play and learn to drive or even work after alevels...life is good!

heh, went science centre today! sis laughed at e idea of her jc2 kor going to e sci centre, and yarh i tink it's quite funny also, budden realised after e trip that it's not so bad after all... e defence stuff is realli relevant to practical life, and realli applies physics in so many ways...maybe i am just beginning to see the fun in physics hahaha...i dont mind working hard for a chance to float in space in astronaut suit some day...

oh yeah, can't be late for school anymore! kanna cwo again...hais...miscalculation on my part...tot e rule was three times late in three weeks, turned out to be three times in four weeks, yup so have to plant flowers wash toilets soon again..yeah i just love being free labour man..yucks...stoopid sch rules...

hmm, been thinking bout things...like how some ppl can be so nice some time, but just downright nasty on other days. just dont understand. and i m like so easily happy. even if i m veh angry or irritated by someone, if that person do something nice for me, i just forget every single thing tat happened. yarh, ppl are hard to understand, perhaps i'd only get enlightened when i reach 80 yrs old...

heh this is going to be quite a long entry...

hmm, been sleepy and inattentive in class lately...cant focus..mind keeps tinking bout other things..cannot likedat la...okai shall listen carefully in class and lectures frm tmr onwards! if slack again den shall ban myself frm tv and computer until prelims over...

i dunno why i am starting to dao smses nowadays. i tink it's realli a bad thing to do. hais. but i realli dunno wad to type. like i am now so distant frm tat person alredi. feel like helping, but also feel like not wanting to have much to do with her anymore. wads wrong with me? i tink i m just too narrow-minded. cant take things as it comes. cant forget. i shud change, shudnt i?

i tink i just have to accept this fact: many ppl are nice, and there's always a minority who are not. instead of being too concerned bout tat small percentage, be happy about knowing so many others who make e world a wonderful place.

it's 1am...gotta finish this soon or will be late for e third time in a row tmr liao...

realise i am quite bad to my papa and mama. yah will reflect bout this am try to do things tat make them happy more often.

mugging starts officially tmr! leisure activites shall include no more than basketball with frens, and absolute minimum contact with tv and computer as of 31 july...serious prelim prep shall start!!

hengster @ 1:04 AM
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