twisted logic - when one door closes, another opens

Sunday, July 20, 2003

new blog!

okai, update bout my recent life:

common tests were not bad...did better than last time and better than expected, got C C E O for math econs chem and physics respectively. hahah had to ask my econs tutor for tat half mark tat would bring me frm D to C...
heh i always like nv study for my tests one, common tests esp, but scrape thru all e time...which is bad...if i had failed once seriously den tat would make me start to worry and mug seriously...
BUT nvm! as of today, i have decided tat i WILL be serious about my studies and concentrate in sch, and to do all my work... yeah i tink i realli can make it this time...heh better finish up this entry quickly den can go do my work

yarh, been feeling rather down lately, cos of a combination of things...

i'm officially broke! somehow used up all my secret savings in just two weeks, now i have to start saving up all over again...yah been trying to save up for ps2....args i realli realli want a ps2 to play all e nice games like metal gear solid 2 and chrono cross(ps1 game)...okai, i set target on thursday that i will save up at least 60 dollars in e next two weeks...which means i have to starve in sch unless i absolutely cannot tahan anymore... I WILL SURVIVE!!

am way way way behind my revision schedule, and its not revision in fact! i got so many things i never study before, thanks to my slack lifestyle e whole of last yr.... now i have to STUDY all e topics, before i can even talk about revising them...haiis my studyin life is how blardy screwed up.... oh yarh and what happened to my study group?! spent so much time one evening printing out a timetable for chem revision...den in e end how? nv use... nvm shall ask jie bout it again in sch tmr...seriously need peer pressure to coerce me into e mugging mood...

oh and i have tamade eye infection again!! walau...third time this yr alreadi, wads wrong with me? i clean my lenses so carefully all e time, and on average wear them for like 10 hours a day only, and still somehow my eyes this week feels veri itchy and a bit red here and there, kaoz...my sis everitime anyhow throw into solution also dun have such thing as infection, walau why so unfair one?

bleargh and because of e tamade infection and e highly possible fever coming up, i had to skip so many things...cant go xinrong's bday celebration, cant go out play bball with chengyang, and cannot go nj funfair with yv ppl like gary and bb...dammit, and had to stay home most of e time and go out have to wear glasses....arghs!! it better heal soon... or else i just have to stay home everiday and have lotsa fun mugging, yarh that would be fun....

oh yarh, i gonna learn driving this yr!! shall take e basic and advance theory tests soon, den end of yr can go for e practical driving sessions liao...yay! i can imagine myself driving my sis to school hahah! tat would be nice =) okai shall go get info on how to take e tests and e prep needed soon...

i hate rice!! why? sushi!! arghs...shouldnt have tried so hard stuffing all e 14+ plates of sushi down my stomach on thurs...now im quite scared of even e thought of sushi or rice liao.... shud be like one yr before i attempt to go near tat rice ball stuff again... hahah, oh realised caixia can eat quite a lot actually, 12+ plates plus e steamed egg(chawan-something)...and she like just ate sushi last week only... alright, my menu for next week: noodles noodles and more noodles

wah! its 7 plus alredi, supposed to do my compre since 5 pm..arghs..okai gotta finish up this quickly...

eeeeee...hate e template of this blog, but no choice, i know nth bout html...hais rem e old days of sec 1 n 2 where i knew so many things bout comp, all e programming crap...it would be like how useful rite...budden glad tat i din continue with e prog training stuff, cant imagine being a comp-noe-it-all at this time and day...

oh yarh, gotta make a mental note to reply eigene's letter by next week, owed her like 4 letters at least arledi...and haha have to write to my angel and mortal frm junior class soon...they dun look so frenly recently alredi cos i nv write to them in e last 2 mths or something...yucks im a lousy time-planner and ultra procrastinator...

kk, its realli late arledi, still have to warm up e soup for dinner and finish up e whole long list of assignments...okai, end off my new blog's first entry here liao...will write often frm now on hahah, yeah! i can do it! =)

hengster @ 7:02 PM
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